Drink Deeply of your Gifts to Anchor your Value in your Core

Do you struggle to believe the value of the gifts you are sharing with the world in spite of the fact that you KNOW their value logically and have actually helped people? Do you keep lowering your fees, tweaking your sales page or procrastinating your marketing or launch because it does not feel "ready" or "good enough" or you don't feel confident others will value your offer? Do you cringe at the offer in your sales page or marketing because though you know it's authentic, someone feels like an impostor? What is going on? Why can't you stand strong in the value of your gifts, your expertise and authority when you know it's good, even better than others in the market?

Hi! I am Maria Mar, the Dream Alchemist.

I am an artist, storyteller, poet, author and shaman and I have spent several decades helping creative women to embody their gifts and purpose, fuse their different passions into a work design and share their gifts joyfully and authentically with the world.

In the decades I've helped women in three continents to open a path to share their gifts with the world while being loyal to their uniqueness, purpose and talents, there is one element that stands out as a game-changer.

Do you KNOW that the gift, offer, talent or knowledge that you share is valuable.. or do you FEEL it?

Here's what I've observed:

Most women who came to me for support KNEW that their gift was valuable. But they did not FEEL it. In other words, they knew intellectually, but not emotionally.

Some of them were amazing leaders or artists and they knew they were helping others. But they could not FEEL that they were a leader, an influencer, that they were leaving a legacy. They could not feel that they were already a success. They knew it, but could not FEEL the value of their contribution.

• Sometimes this dichotomy happens because a Wounded Self within us still feels unworthy, so our emotional truth splits from our conscious awareness.
• Sometimes this happens because we are not receiving our own gifts. We need to open a space within ourselves to receive, enjoy and appreciate our gifts. This is what allows us to feel our value down to our core.
• At others time this happens because we are carrying a vibrational frequency from old learned limitations and judgments and this frequency does not support our self-value. so we feel like we are swimming against the current in presenting our value to the world ~even though we know this value and have a track record and even testimonies!
• And let's not forget our Historical Female Gender Trauma of centuries of being a non-citizen, invalidated in our capacity; not to mention that the double standards and prejudice against women's capability is still alive in many work places.

All of this is operating in different layers of our psyche, and unless there is a healing to achieve coherence, we are at war with ourselves.

At 33 I KNEW that I was a good poet and that my Art for Transformation experiences had helped dozens if not hundreds of women. I knew this with my mind. But emotionally...vibrationally... I was not there. I continuously sabotaged my growth, was hiding in plain sight and was not enjoying the amazing creations I was doing.

What was going on?

If you are going through something similar, you may not understand what is going on because you KNOW that your gifts are valuable, so why are you holding back, playing small, hiding in plain sight, not putting yourself out there in the way you need in order to expand, not charging what you need in order to be sustainable, etc. etc. etc.?

Some of the symptoms to help you recognize that this is what is going on are:

1. You keep fixing your offer without launching it. (Shh... You secretly feel it's not enough and fear rejection.)
2. You are not marketing or networking, so you cannot expand your reach. (You don't feel you have enough to offer partners or do not believe that leads will value your gifts.)
3. You get overly anxious before launching something new and you pull back, procrastinate or sabotage yourself.
4. You do it, but you feel like a fake.
5. You feel like a fake in saying that you can help people get results though you've done it before and know you can do it.
6. You struggle with your pricing and keep lowering your fees.
7. You do not enjoy writing about your offer and doing a sales page is painful.
8. Someone in you does not believe what you are saying in your sales page or marketing, though you know it is true.
9. You love positive feedback and testimonies, but you see them through a patina of --shh! don't tell anyone-- doubt and disbelief.

If you recognize these symptoms or are fully conscious that you are not "feeling it"...

If you need to open a space to receive your gifts for yourself...

If you experience a split between what you know of your own value and the value of your gifts and how you feel...

Then right now I have a few spaces to help you privately.

The Journey to Drink Deeply of your Own Gifts

I help you to open a space to deeply drink from your own gifts and receive your own value. I have fun, creative rituals that help you absorb, digest and integrate your gifts, talents, skills and value deeply physically and emotionally.

We work at in the emotional, energy and spiritual layers of your being, with learned limiting stories and the vibrational frequency that these hidden emotions emit, like static noise, in the expression and transmission of your gifts.

Then we create a blueprint with practices for every day life so that you can nourish new frequencies and habits and strengthen your self-authority. Through this fun, powerfully transformative creative project you will deepen your core self-value this year.

You get to choose the level of support you need, from a one-time private session to a mentorship-level year-long support.

What?

1. Enjoy a soulful, nourishing live online private intensive (but not exhausting) journey with me where I help you to open a space to deeply drink from your own gifts and receive your own value.
2. Then we create a blueprint with 1-3 practices for you to do during the year to sustain, strengthen and deepen your self-value, and
3. You are given a fun, powerfully transformative creative project and ceremony to keep drinking deeply from your gifts so that your value sips all the way down to your core.

A rare opportunity!

I no longer do 1-on-1 journeys, so this is a rare opportunity.

However I'm redesigning my signature program this Spring plus designing a new membership, so I've postponed program registration until the Fall. This has opened unexpected time and 4 openings in my calendar for these rare private journeys.

You are in the right place if...

• You've been working on your unique gifts and offer for a while and you consciously KNOW that you have something valuable that can help your tribe.
• You have experience with your niche or tribe and you've helped others. Whether you inspire them through your art, empower them through your system or activate them through your offer, you know you get results with the right prospects.
• You have a track record and are committed to your purpose and service to the world.
• You are doing what you love and love what you are doing.
• Yet, you are not "feeling it." For some reason, your confidence is skin-deep and this brings self-doubts, ambivalence and a sense of being an impostor that secretly undermines your connection to your prospects.
• Once they are working with you, it's amazing. But getting them onboard has become a harrowing experience; not because you do not know what to do, but because you keep pulling back, doubting yourself and sabotaging your visibility.
• You are creative and love arts and crafts, movement and energy work; as these are the medium we will use in the journey.
• You are OK with a shamanic (non-religious, eclectic and creative) approach; which means that we will do this as a ceremony, a spiritual quest and a holistic transformation journey that addresses body, mind, emotions, energy and spirit. My shamanic tools are art, emotions, ceremony, energy, intention and transformation. We will work inside a co-creation matrix in which you are creating your transformation with spiritual and natural forces in the universe ~which we'll call your Creation Partners.
• You are committing to using the blueprint generated in the live session and doing the practices that add up to your transformation in order to embed your self-value deeply into your core by the year's end.

If this is you, here's how it works

Basic Journey

We meet privately in Zoom at a time of your convenience. You will book it in my online calendar. I see clients on Wednesdays and Thursdays from 2PM-to 6PM EST. That's:

2PM-to 6PM EST | 1PM-5PM Central | 12 Miday-4PM Mountain | 11AM-3PM Pacific

I become your magical guide and we go into a journey to dive deeply into your inner world to discover what interferes with your feeling, owning and receiving your own gifts, value, authority and magnificence.

This journey is a deep dive and it will be intense, however, it will also be soul nourishing, kind and with lots of humor so that it does not exhausts you. It will take 2hrs, but really we stop time, so you will be surprise when I tell you we are ready to close!

About the 60-90 minute mark, we will gather the insights and develop a plan for you to practice during the rest of the year.

I will also give you a fun Artchemy(tm) Project and ceremony that you will practice daily to drink deeply of your gifts and value.

Recommendations:

Set aside 3 hours. We may go a bit over the 2 hours if necessary.  You need internet connection and a webcam or device with video camera. If you use a device I recommend something that holds it so that you can use your hands.

Also, do not schedule anything afterwards. Rest and/or sleep will allow you to absorb everything deeply and you do not want to be around noise or lots of people after this session.

Only $350

If you are from the Butterfly Waves Community, use the discount code in the FB group post to get a special price.

Premium Journey Paths

You have three additional options of engaging Premium Journey Paths:

• Amethyst Path: where you get online support every month by sharing your journal with me. (This is done through a bank-level secured online journal service.) I will give you feedback, share shamanic tools and insights to help you address any challenge and stay on track. You can share entries from your journey, photos, art work and anything else that you are creating. This is not to give you professional evaluation, but emotional feedback. Additional $150 a month. (Up to two journal entries a month)
• A Rose Quartz Path: You meet me once a month on Zoom for an hour session where you share what you've done, ask questions, get support in implementing and get an energy uplifting transmission to sustain your changes. Additional $175 a month.
• The Star Path: Combine the two paths above for a full mentorship level program that supports you fully as you develop authentic, bone-deep confidence. Additional $350 a month. (Up to 4 journal entries plus 1hr live session every month.)

To choose these Premium Paths..

1. Step 1: Enroll here now in the Basic Journey. Click the "I WANT THIS!" button
2. Step 2: In the checkout page click the link to book your session in my calendar. (Open a new tab.)
3. Step 3: Come back to the checkout page and click on the link to enroll in the Premium Path of your choice. Purchase that option in this store. You will receive several emails with more information.

BONUSES!

You will get the following bonuses to help you in your Story Alchemy Journey:

• Story Tracking Manual- Learn how to track in a parallel tracks: the story and your life. Hunt down the enemies of your Dream. Spot and release the hidden Story Fields that hold you back.... all using the story as your map.
• 12 Transformation Tactics Cheat-sheet- 12 Transformation Tactics to make your changes easily and your new habits stick.
• Vibrational Booster Audio: (MP3) Loop this audio as you read, write or do your project to help you sustain a deeply relaxed, uplifted energy frequency. This is the sound track that I created for myself to sustain uplifting energies as I create. It includes the Tibetan Bowl and Spirit Chimes in a pattern that promotes relaxation, high frequencies and the flow of empty-mind, full heart that helps me to create and channel higher spiritual energies.

What to do

• Choose your option in the drop-down menu above the "I WANT THIS!" button
• Then hit the button to order.
• Click on the link to my calendar to book your journey.
• Immediately download the bonuses. You will receive an email link to download.
• If you want the Premium Paths, proceed with Steps 2 and 3. You will receive a series of emails guiding you through the process.

Choose to clear your emotional and energy field from the learned doubts and patterns that steal your authentic confidence and self-authority so that you can shine bright, expand your reach and stand strong on your value as you share your gifts with the world.

Register Now and Nourished your Authentic Confidence.

Don't forget to enter your discount code in the checkout field.